i lay my back on the field full of grass and flower. i looked up there and staring at the cloud. i try to closed my eyes and imagine all beautiful things. i breath slowly and deeply inside to feel the joy of the air. its feel so good, now i can closed my eyes slowly in calmly way. this is not my time yet, i am not ready for this because there a lot of thing i never done in my life. there is so much things i never do yet. this is not happening to me, i refuse to go now because there so much more i need to learn, i need to know, i need to discover, i need to explore, i need to study, i need to completed.
but time is always not enough, time is always be the reason to why. i do believe that and always think that way. when you miss even a second in your life you will never ever get it back no matter what you trying do. no one can turn it back even you used word if. but what i am asking right now is second a chance, a chance for me to be a better man, be a good person, be someone can proud of, being useful not only for my self but for my family. that is the biggest challenge to achieve it. can i be that kind of person. in a dream, the dream that i create in my own world.
